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Math-phobia is described by me as an extreme, persistent fear of the subject Mathematics. Others refer to it as -----Numerophobia or Arithmophobia which is the exaggerated, constant and often irrational fear of numbers.
'Fear' can still be managed. What about the 'nightmare', the 'horror' and the 'phobia' which one is subjected too.
I AM ONE OF THEM.
Math’s is the glorious barometer for 'being intelligent'- You cannot deny that. Looks like a stereotype coming from ages but a very strong one even now.Let's look at how it starts and what happens when one is caught up in this downward spiral.
- It starts the day (whichever grade the child is in) a mathematical question
- Stays unresolved despite attempts.
- You get the wrong answer. You reach out to the teacher/parents/tutor and your right answer remains elusive.
- You get the right answer after repeated attempts and helping but the process still baffles you. You remain unclear about how you got the right answer.
- You don't dare to ask your teacher/parent/tutor the second time or the third time. They have already labeled you - 'Can't you understand this? It's so simple."
- Next mathematical problem- the process repeats. WRONG ANSWER.
- Next one-WRONG ANSWER.
- Next one- FAILED
- You summon the courage and go to the parent - "Ask you, 'teacher." is what they say.
- You go the teacher - "Meet me after school. " or " The class has moved to the next chapter. I will ask Sam (the brainy) to help you out."
- Sam- "It's very simple. See it’s like this." You don't want to appear dumb head before your friend and you nod- 'Yeah, understood."
- Next mathematical problem- Failed again.
- Next- Criticism, comparison from parents /teachers/tutors.
- Next one- "I don't like Math’s". "I am scared of Math's."
- Next-"I hate Math’s."
- Next- ******************Math’s. I can't do this. It's beyond me. It makes me feel terrible."
This failure multiplies the preexisting fear and now what we have is a 'math-phobic child'.
A small mathematical problem in 3rd grade becomes a terror by 8th grade, a career deciding factor by 12th grade and a personality deficiency in eyes of significant others for life.
What it does to Self is even crueler.
- Self-Image gets a fatal blow- "I don’t seem to be able to solve these problems. How will I finish my homework? Maybe I will copy it from my friend early in the morning."
- Next morning- Blind copying happens. Class after class the math's concepts keep getting complicated and the 'fearful child' is finding it even more difficult.
- Math’s tests take place and the child scores poor marks. That good enough to upset the parents who further hit at his self-image and label him "I was so good at Maths. I wonder how did you become like this? Why don’t you study more?"
- The fearful child grapples with the difficulties as he tries to secure 'pass marks' in the exam. Poor grades affect the child and he goes through the process of ‘Learned Helplessness’. By this time the fearful child is under a lasting effect produced by exposure to situations (in this case constantly getting poor grades) in which nothing a child does work. No responses yield reinforcement or provide an escape from negative events. After such experience, people seem to give up and which happens with children too.
And here comes the most unsettling part- These children, individuals retire to a seemingly passive state and simply don’t try. Many at times it happens because the child or the individual perceives that he has no control over this subject how much he tries. Success breeds success but no one provided enough support for failure to breed success.
- Many times a child also witnesses spill over effect whereby grades go down as the fear of 'numbers' spreads to other subjects which require dealing with numbers.
- Parents contribute effectively by comparing the 'fearful child' to his better sibling or to his friends who are doing well in school. This hits the child self-esteem. He thinks poorly of himself and as a member of the family. Many times poor grades are the reason for enormous conflict with parents. The expectation mismatch further adds to the already suffering 'Self'.
- At school, the teacher’s preference for Math’s makes 'the not so smart one’ a back bencher- Math’s is celebrated and sometimes the teachers inadvertently show preference for the 'Math’s Kids' and reach out to them for Math’s competitions, solving an equation, showing it to the class and praising the 'Math kid' for being 'brainy'.
Gradually one is branded 'underperformer' in general.
- The downward spiral continues until the child thinks of self as being 'worthless'. The deep-seated fear further escalates as more failures embark. By 10th grade one is ready to disburden Math’s and choose a different field of study. It also affects the choice of career as one tries to refrain from those career lines which are numbers-centric.
Later on, this fear finds representation while dealing with technology, MS Excel and other areas of life where numerical ability is required.
This doesn’t happen overnight. The painful journey that started from for example- 3rd grade, tarnished many aspects of life for many individuals who later found joy in their chosen field. For some, it scarred them forever. And I am one of them.The madness of 'fitting in' is sometimes so unreasonable that one cannot see that one is when made to 'stand out' and live.
Many of us have gone through this journey. Do we want this for our child? Haven't we suffered enough?
You may wonder------------Had it not been for her would I have become an Einstein?May yes/Maybe no.
I wouldn’t have got a 97/100 but I wouldn’t have landed up with 27/100 either.
But I wouldn't be saying this to my 10-year-old child- "Sorry, I can't help. I was really bad at Maths. Go to your Daddy."
But I wouldn't be taking my application back from a job that requires- Data crunching.
I would have been a different person if not a Math’s person.
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